Sunday, October 30th, 2005
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9:39 pm
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"aw man lifes so rad. did you hear about the party after the show?...
hey, you know that party after the show, i think im gonna go, but my friends dont really wanna go...could i get a ride?"
my boyfriend and i kiss like crazy people. and we like it. yeah i said it.
GO TO THE PLAY.
you must...see Bus Stop. November 18th or 19th.
the choice is yours: be there or be a total square.
EW school in the morning. je voudrais QUITTER cet endroit pour aller chez DAVE.
current mood:  loved
current music: Tremors (giant man-eating desert worm movie)
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Friday, August 5th, 2005
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7:27 pm
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well, i never use this thing i guess unless something important happens. after a year, JG and i broke up due to us getting into a fight and him putting bruises on my arm. emotional pain turned physical. it was bound to happen. but cara dont put up with that shit. i need to get my goddamn sweatshirts back...
meanwhile back at the ranch, ive been chilling with nikole and shawn and havent cried for any reason, rediculous or cruel.
current mood:  mellow
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Friday, June 3rd, 2005
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8:48 am
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I AM READY TO BE LIBERATED
LIBERATED
LIBERATED
FROM YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!HATEHATEHATEHATEANGERANGERANGERNOTFAIR NOT FAIR!
FUCK YOU YOU THINK YOURE SO FUNNY
I AM CARA AND YOU CANT TELL ME WHAT TO DO
GO ON, HIT ME MOTHERFUCKER!
current mood: crushed cranky BITCHY
current music: the distillers, (in my head)
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Saturday, May 28th, 2005
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10:08 am - THIS IS OUR WAR, WE LIVE HERE
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he cheated on me with jess strano, so i broke up with him. why am i still talking to him? why? i dont know. its like an addiction. this is so hard, i dont even know what to do with myself. as for jess, shes lucky her dog is still alive and that her face isnt completely fucked up. alas i have some self control.
people of the peanut gallery, even if we dont really talk, HELP ME. GIVE YOUR INPUT. im dying in here.
current mood:  drained
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
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9:42 am
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Sitting in the writing center listening to Rita memorize insane amounts of words. I really am enjoying today. I had a hard time concentrating in math, but everyone else did to for some reason, so I dont think I'll be behind.
I gave Valor a cookie and now he's giving some to Jess. I never moisturize my legs but I did put lotion on today and my legs feel so much better than usual. I left my story I started in my jornal at home, so I didnt know where to start with it today. Thats why im dawdling on Livejournal instead of doing my schoolwork. noticing youre below empty on petrol on your way to school sucks.
HP6
7.16
prepare to read or be read to.
current mood:  pensive
current music: voices
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Monday, April 25th, 2005
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5:58 pm
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show me your real face. how do you feel about yourself? how do you feel about a current relationship youre in? how do feel about the rainforest? how do you feel about your day at school today? or just write whatever you want. show me your face, whoever cares to.
current music: troy
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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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6:30 pm
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8 days. 8 days and i will finally be kissed
current mood:  restless
current music: you are now watching mad tv
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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7:55 pm
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ive run out of cries to cry. WAIT - spoke too soon.
well i am always really sad. miss life. living
current mood: so lonely
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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9:42 pm - KEEP MY NAME OUT YOUR MOUTH BITCH
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when you say my name
i want to stop it in your lungs
and collect all of your blood
to put in the radio.
yeah stuffs awesome. im so scared about charlotte. what if she hates me?!
what if we dont understand each other? and im so out of shape i dont know how im going to
do this. i wish stupid kate brooks was doing track. she still COULD if she wanted to.
charlotte and i are going to be best friends. i wonder if i could go to norway next year
with environmental issues. thatd be so nasty. bonnuit.
ps. r.i.p. Rose Marie Patricia Moore
-i wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black-
current music: background seinfeld
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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6:26 pm
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definietly mamed kaytes car today. way to not know how to drive.
everything else is peachy.
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Friday, March 4th, 2005
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6:28 pm
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i think my depression is coming back or something. because im just miserable. to day was a weird day. my boyfriend can be really passive agressive and it makes me cry and want to slice myself. i really dont want to go back to that place. im being selfish because its jacks birthday today. i wanted jg to come out to dinner with us, but hes not answering his phone. and not calling me back. and i dont know why. he left pretty mad
and when i kissed him goodbye he looked past me.
im not going to cry.
current mood: crushed, lonely, FRIENDLESS...
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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3:39 pm
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im doing the best i ever did im doing the best that i can im doing the best i ever did NOW GO AWAY
current mood: drained
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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
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7:10 pm
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i was given a ring for valentines day. soooooooo happy.
current music: wheel of fortune
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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
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8:06 pm
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i hate the star spangled banner. its such a terrible song. especially when sung by country singers.
hope youre all having a super weekend.
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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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7:32 pm
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blah blah blah blah blah blah
go write a poem.
and boogeyman sucked by the way so dont waste your money.
candace is hogging the tv watching the superbowl that i couldnt possibly care less about.
i need to finalize my monologue. i have to change the whole thing because it didnt really happen. she asked us to write about something exciting that happened in our lives. well. i couldnt think of anything, so i started with something that really happened and then i went on about how i fell off the Superman ride and was abducted by aliens on the way to the hospital.
they found my organs to be a delicacy.
current mood: je veux Jean
current music: commercials
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Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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12:07 pm
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that show blew balls last night. it was a Ydance with live music.
current music: fawlty towers
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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5:47 pm
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i have nothing to say and no one cares anyway, and my mom got me a purple wreath that lights up purple:D
i am also currently the high bidder on the my little pony movie on ebay. its mine suckers!
eff finals and eff my job. i need new lisa frank folders for next term <3<3<3 LF!
i think ill be emily the strange for school tomorrow.
current mood: care bears stare!
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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10:17 pm - that aint fair, homie i dont care cuz im a motherfuckin cash money millionaire
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uuuuuuuuuuuuugh this place is really getting to me. i had two dreams within a week of each other about being in extreme amounts of trouble with my mom. i really hope that theyre not predicting disaster. that would suck because i really dont want to move in with my dad.
and i really dont want school tomorrow, especially if finals are next week anyway. my fucking pillow is over danielles house and i want it.
next term needs to start right the fuck now because i am sick of academics and i need to see JG every day, which is what next term will mean. i love love, when it doesnt randomly backfire anyway.
and people come to my fucking play this weekend, as it was snowed out last time. ill tea bag all of you if you dont come. no i wont. i dont care do whatever you want.
LOVE CARA.
current mood: i guess exhausted...of feeling
current music: clock ticks
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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10:36 pm
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no one gets my jokes.
SO YOUR MOTHER
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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11:36 pm
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i really like having give or take 3 friends and a boyfriend. it makes everything so much less complicated.
my 3 friends are the mack and JG makes me glad i havent killed myself yet.
people come see the fucking play next weekend because yesterdays got rescheduled for next week. its AWESOME youll like it its funny. if you like laughing come see it.
ps.TINA COME GET SOME HAM
current mood:  tired
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